Unstoppable
These feelings of loss
So unstoppable
Egging through to the marrow of bones
Just let it go
Pain willing in your eyes
Just let me go
Dry the tears that fall
And remember
When everything is typical
I'll be the wish upon a star
I've found a place so magical
Goodbye...
Just remember
When everything seems difficult
I'll be shining from a far
When it feels like things have gone away
I'll see you again
I'll see you again
Goodbye...
I need to find a darkened corner
A lightless corner
Where it is safe and calmer
I'm turning away
Away from you
And everyone else
Who pertended to care
I know now
I don't need you
Or anyone else
I will no longer bleed
Or cry for you
I'm no longer part of you
To tell you the truth
If the truth really exists
I don't think I deserve this
I never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry
About being me or anyone else
Not a care
No concern
But I'm still treated the same
Why?
I shouldn't even ask this
Because I know why...
Truth does not exist
But the lies do
Always inside a tragedy
I'm never left alone
I never asked to be here
In this cold and harsh world
Hold the hands of your best friend
And watch them all fade away
Burning whispers remind me of the days
I was left alone in a world this cold
Why does everyone feel like my enemy
I don't want any part of depression or darkness
I've had enough
Sick and tired
Bring the sun or I'm gone...
Throw the chains all away
And take control of your life
I stand- not crawling, not falling down!
I bleed- the demons that drag me down!
I stand for nothing!
Not falling down!
I'll bleed for no one!
Refuse my shadow!
Refuse to lead this
Refuse to follow!
When everything is lost
Peel it away
Haunting us with questions
Just asking
Will we ever find the smile inside?
No
It is hiding behind the eyes
Bleading
Dead inside
I burn behind the walls
That has become my world
I'm growing weak and tired of you
And your little shoving games
Always pushing me forward
As if you know me
Well you don't
Because if you did
You would know
That pulling me backwards
Is the right thing at this moment
So stop pushing me
And let me think
What I really need
Because I don't seem to know myself either
But for now I will choose to stay
I get beaten
For being me
Do I deserve these beatings?
I don't know how I got this way
But I know I have to change
I know it is not okay
But all I could do
Is wait for the moment to be free
I was shunned down
And left alone
For some time
I met darkness
I loved it
This is what I am becoming
I don't know why I fight
Or why I scream
But I do know
That this is how
Its going to end for me
Thiz morning sunrise
Will never be the same
For this world is filled
With so much pain
But life goes on
Through the hour glass of time
Robbing you of those years
That you once held so dear
Leaving the old disgusted
The young not able to be trusted
For these are those dangerous years
That everyone has learned to fear
The risk of catching aids
Is finally here
Through your eyes
I can see all the beauty that is in me
Through your eyes
I can see farther than the horizon that is
Waiting for me
Through your eyes
I can see over the mountains
And beneath the seas
Through your eyes
I can see that someday you shall send for me
Through your eyes
I can see that all the pain and suffering
Will no longer bother me
For I'll be a spirit just like thee
Christ, My Savior, has finally come for me
What man shall ride upon the wings of life
Into the heavenly sky
And deny his birthright
For to be born is not a sin
To be born of sin is sin
To deny is a lie
Relationships are built with words like
love, understanding, and trust
But they need words like Im sorry
forgive me, and I was wrong
In order to make a realtionship strong
I was always there when you felt abanden
But now you act like nothing ever happened
I dont know what your gonna do
But im gonna forget you
I wonder how u will feel
When you relized this is real
Let me tell u some things
It doesnt only hurt you cause to me it stings
If u ever cry
I would no longer be by your side
I would just look to the sky
And pray to god that you dont die
Because your still in my heart
Even though you werent smart
To think the things that you always start
But for now I will part
And try to forget you
And all the things you do